I was raised to look up to the sky
On my knees with a heavy heart indeed
I learned to look outside myself for what I need
And you were there – I was told that you were there
Even then when I was young I heard those words
I hear them now, telling me that I’m unworthy
I took those words I choked them down into my soul
Where they remain, calling out to be set free
And as I lay me down
I fear you won’t come and rescue me
Where did I leave the best of me?
By the way
As I lay
Me down
Your path and mine they’re not the same and never were
Although I tried, how I tried to be a good boy
Not many years until I learned to stake my claim
I found my voice, but you tried to wash it clean
Now you and me we cast our lots with different gods
And yours is wrapped with sin, mine is lying deep within us all
I feel the light that dances constantly
And I know that I’ve never been alone
And as I lay me down
I fear you won’t come and rescue me
Where did I leave the best of me?
By the way
As I lay
Me down